some heartfelt words

Friends are having fun.Hangin out in malls n stuff.Why can't i?
ISH! i'm not 13th anymore.Let me go.It's not like i'm going to run away or anything u could ever think of!

Buy me a bike!
-No,later u lari away how?
-No,later u got bike d won't come home d.

[WHT? other than home i got whr to go? -.-!
geez..]

Friends asking me go hang out,shopping..
-No,u're too YOUNG to do that.

[young?like 12?oh i mean hello!?...COME ON!If its a bunch,its okay i'm SAFE.But not 2 person wht..]

Can i go to XXX party?
-Er...let me think.Okay.3 hrs.
I'll fetch u go at 4 be back at 7!
but actually the party ends at 10 or something.Which i missed those fun parts.
I still went.Better than no go right?

Going out with cousin shopping frm 9am something to 8pm(as promised)
-Come back 9pm something..coz suddenly among one of our cousin changed the plan,so we must fetch him to his 'another' place.
Reached home,not good.

Sometimes u ask me,why do i like to hang out with cousins?
Coz they're the only ones i could hang out with!
Other than my cousins,i don't even have to ask u.I alr knew the SAME answer all along.
Plus,why sometimes i cancel wht i planned n go out with her when she ask me?But she never did tht for me before?
Coz i can FINALLY GO OUT n have some fun.But i still have to ask u first if whether i can go anot!its cousins lahh! n its MY time.
I knw u're worried abt me but just try trusting me once.Let me go~

sry i had to let it out..
I was thinking..
Is it just me or there're others out thr who's like tht?