Saturday, July 31, 2010

I'm sorry,I'm not perfect.

Today i felt like alot's been going on? maybe my mind is just thinking complicated.

Been having moodswings the whole day.Yesterday too.

Okayy. This week, thursday. I went for my dance lesson i've recently signed up for.Not bad (:

Teacher said i'm alright.Could catch up. *feeling good* HAH! ..tsk tsk.

Anyway. My school's carnival day was today.I didnt went there.

Also,i'd gone for a haircut today :D

Okay..here's my new hairdo. Didnt really have the mood to take pictures.So i'll just pass it quick.

There.

NEXT.

Dad and Mom brought me to Wing's music cafe in Subang Jaya on thursday.

Pictures taken.

Here:

Shyan. Always an emo guy. (:

His meal. Chicken Spagetti. Orange juice.

My meal. Classic fish & chips. Honeydew bubble milk tea 

Dad's smokin salmon. He's being healthy. :D

Btw.There's a live show there. A girl & a guy singing.

Well the guy's actually playing the acoustic guitar.The girl's doing most of the singing. (:

Her voice's quite good actually. The guy's got some skills too.

Its more of a hangout place for college people to enjoy with friends.

Also,i placed a few songs on request.

  1. 说了再见 - 周杰倫
  2. 抱着你哭  -王心凌
  3. 梁山伯与朱丽叶 - 卓文萱+曹格

 

Okay. Guess wht they said?

(1) = 接下来的呢是第12桌点了这首歌曲叫"说了再见"我们没办法为你唱应为没有歌词,真的很抱歉喔..但是别放弃!

So i went for another go.

(2) = 王心凌的抱着你哭我们也没办法唱的到..应为也是同样的没有歌词.

(3) = 梁山伯与朱丽叶是一首很好听的歌曲噢.但是就是很难唱..你们也知道曹格他的歌都不是人人可以唱到的..很高音.

So all my request also poofed... -___-

They could sing most of the others songs tht're been requested by other tables but just mine they can't. LOL.

Overall the atmosphere was alright (:

Oh yeah,Mom's bday is tmr :D

So we're going out for a little celebration.Heehee.

Its getting late. I'm goin off to bed.

(Someone might now like it if i sleep late? Haha.I hope that person still feels that way because i know at least that someone still cares.)

You're the only exception.

Nights (:

 

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

SHOO.

Okay..this post would look ugly & disorganised if i write it with align center on.So just put that aside first.

Anyway,troubles been messing my mood up lately.

Tut em' :(

Okay.For once let me COMPLAIN about them alright? ARGH.

Problems list:

1) English drama grouping problems.

  • Lack of people

 

2)  My friend cried,i think.

  • She's sorry for our emoness because she joined another group & making our group lack of people and ruined the original plan.
  • Cant blame tht she alr promised the other group months ago.Too bad we're a little late on track.

 

3) Homeworks tons & Studies i've left out.

4) Exam's coming up.

5) Mom's perfectionist's expectation to complete.

6) Grandma  became the only voice i'll heard everyday,every minute,every seconds around the house.

  • Nags me to shower like 5 times a day.
  • Dinner too.But minus the amount by 2.
  • Nags me not to lock the door because she can enter.Wtf is tht.
  • Whenever i'm taking a quiet & peaceful nap she WILL interupt .

 

7) Personal problems that couldn't be solved. (Get the hint)

-Words cant be put in forms to explain the emotions.Maybe you could find out the answers through it with more attentions? I wanted to tell you.But i'm just scared you won't be bothered..maybe u alr had someone else in mind. :\

8) Negative thoughts tht're pulling me down.

9) Computer's lagging.

  • Due to virus's slowly attacking.
  • Mom's feeling annoyed when i ask her to fix it for me.
  • McAffee detected the virus after 3/4 days.Wtf.

 

    Stress level's not according to the numberings.I'm just listing them out.

    Adults would probably think its nothing because you've been through it  or maybe other problems which are tougher in the working society but for now,its my time to go through it .So its something that matters to me.

    Bloody awful and i'm giving myself stress.

    FML lah.

    End.

    Sunday, July 25, 2010

    Life's a mystery.

    WAAA-LAH :D

    Gorgeous isn't it?

    Well today onwards i'ma try letters and graphics appearing in the center.

    Got bored with the left side.Hee.

    Went to clubhouse with my girls.12pm-5pm.

    Not really in a good mood the whole afternoon.But had some laughs with the girls :)

    Now? It's nerd time. HOMEWORKS!

    Tons of em.Life sucks when homework's involved.

    Exam's coming up.16th August.I hate you. :(

    Sunday, July 18, 2010

    Bon Odori 2010

    Yesterday,went for this japanese cultural festival.

    Pick up

    • Yiling
    • Shoyin
    • Angie

     

    Carpooling.Its so Jam and its amazing to see how people could park their car miles away and  walk to the festival.

    When we reach,all we could say is DAMN its a HUGE crowd.The food is almost impossible to buy thr because the waiting line is too long and also expensive.

    Went home around 9:15pm with empty stomach.Send my friends back and packed McDonalds for dinner.Well...more like supper.

    Pictures :

    *(Took some of the pics frm other people's scenario shots.Due to large crowd.)


    Didn't really enjoy it there.No whys.

    Taken by Yiling with a friend's nerdy specs :)

    Okay.That's pretty much just it for that night.

    Byeeeee.

    Say it isn't so.

    Gareth gates.I find this song quite soothing even if its considered as an old song.Relates very much. *Likes* :)Just came back from Bon Odori.Pictures will be uploaded soon.Having gastric.Uhh.Byeee.

    Thursday, July 15, 2010

    Tasty food harms.

    This vid i'd heard it from a friend quite long ago but never got to see it because it's been removed.And now after seeing it,doesmcdonalds still rocks? :D

    Sunday, July 11, 2010

    Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars? I could really use a wish right now ♥

    Time flies.Looking back at the baby pictures felt amazingly awesome.

    I lost my way these few weeks & months.Well..i dont know how long i've been lost in this blurry path and i'm not sure wht i'm doing most of the times,but now looking back those pictures brings back the me inside again.Its Rachel.

    And i'm back :)

    Well.People do lost their ways sometimes in life,they just need a little glow inside to light it back up.

    Recently i've lost someone that's very important to me and it drives me crazy.I hope that someone could erase,forgive & forget. If i could invent a time machine,i would reverse it back time before all of this happen.But its impossible.I've alr said wht i wanted to say. ;\

    Okay.Enough said.

    Pictures :

    1996. Look Look! I'm taller than the tree.HAH! Golden hair too :D

    Fyi : I am not a boy.I just happened to have not much hair tht time -__-

    My lil bro :)

    Alot of things had changed.Looking back at the old days,my parents worked very hard to get us a better future,put us on the right education track no matter what & a better life for us.Tough days.Now,they did gave us a better life.Brighter future.And i know what i have to do now :)

    Time passes which there's no second chance could be offered and time doesn't stop.I hope it would.But if there's a second chance in life,there's always another hope.


    Tuesday, July 6, 2010

    FRIM Camp 2010

    I'm back :D

    The most extreme camp i've ever been so far. Awesome.

    But came back with every bit of body muscle aching ):

    It was worth it.Priceless experience.

    Well..for one thing.Phones and cameras weren't allowed in the camp and before we start our journey,we had a spotcheck.

    But I have photos taken. HAHA. What a waste not taking or keeping part of the memories there with friends :)

    Pictures,explain :D

    Then we set out tent.

    The yellow one,most special of all. KAKAKA :P

    We brought my 6 person tent for 4 of us because school tent for 4 is quite small.

    Our "luggage".

    Sleeping place.We should've brought along yoga mats because the floor is so damn hard.

    Not to mention Pn.Caroline put us in a HARD floor WITHOUT grass & UNEVEN.

    Raining.

    After setting up the tent we had our dinner (a piece of SMALL fried chicken with LOADS of rice ) & campfire game called " pecah bendung " .

    Also, gathering to explain the rules and stuff before the campfire thing and me,peiqi,js & winnie were split into different groups.

    Me ( Group 8 ) -  Js ( Group 2) - Peiqi & Winnie ( Group 3)

    Next,night walk. The scary thing about it is the guy that brought us inside the forest said only the first and the last person of the group are allowed to bring their torch.But what about the people in the middle? -  Kept falling and slidding into small slopes and tripped over thick tree trunks -__-

    The thing is, my group those people behind just lighted their path with torch and me & two of my friends were almost blinded by the muddy path.Totally black.

    Selfish -.-

    And i took out my torch anyway cause i dont wanna die :D

    We came to this spot..where all the tree trunks are straight.I meant ALL. It was like nothing but when all of us looked way up in the sky,it was really a " WOW". ..well maybe "waaahhh" type.

    We saw it in the dark,night time but this one's in the morning.The night one is more WOW then this :)

    After that its the most daring part.Which is only holding on to ropes and make your way down a big slope and there's a gap in between where you have to hold on to the tree trunks that out grew,IN THE DARK.I used all my strength with a bagpack behind me ended up my left thigh aches.

    We went back to the camp for some annoucement & SHOWER time.

    It feels like ice water pouring down.Friggin cold.Hahaha.

    Then,we're asked to be in the tent asleep at 12:30am.But that's the time when i've just finish showering after waiting for those slowpokes inside taking their time  -___-

    Anyway, me & winnie were chosen for patrolling 1 hour at 1am - 2am. It's actually free hours but me and her picked the same timing.

    We wandered around the place with our torch & rain jackets and sat in the hall chit chat to wait until our shift's over.

    Next day,3rd of july.The most tiring one.HAH.

    We had our breakfast which's the best among all meals.Nasi lemak :DD

    I'm telling you the food rate there is 2/10. Lols.

    If you're hungry everything's delicious right? But this... we're hungry but everything they gave us for our meal is NOT delicious.

    Imagine that. The food's worst than worse. LOL. But we have to feed ourselves anyhow. :P

     

    NEXT, we went for nature trail and canopy walk.For the first time ever,i face my fears. Because its 30m above ground level and  i'm afraid of heights -.-

    It was fun.At first i'm wobbling over it but actually its quite nice (:

    Except the part where those bastards shaked the bridge when they got to the rest station first. (Fyi : One of the bastard got leg cramp on our way downhill.Look who's the hero now  *evil laughs* :DD )

    Then after that we walked 4 canopy bridge to reach the grounds again.When we came down hill and reached a small waterfall,while those team mates enjoy the splashes i checked my shoes. (Because my old nike shoes the whole piece of rubber grip was off and i threw it away replacing them with my crocs.Thankfully mom asked me to bring em.Pheww.)

    Pulled my trackbottoms up.Found leech bite.Socks were in red :S

    I know its a small hole but its consider big compare to those small ones my friends had. No feeling when it bite me and non stop bleeding.

    At least i can tell my friends i've got bitten by a leech :DD

    Then after passing through 3 forest with big slopes that we were actually asked to hold on to those big connecting pipe lines for support.

    Later we took a rest because we're the first team to reach the camp spot and i called mom to report.

    You can see how much i'm actually sweating.It's Stuffy and HOT.

    Then we had our lunch.Malay chicken rice.

    Upcoming event which is The Amazing Race.

    • Shoot 10 bullets using a straw inside a glass within a distance. Bullets = Newspapers soaked in water rolled into a ball.
    • Jump inside a muddy water and find the key to next checkpoint.

    -It has huge toads inside. (At first I weren't planning to join them but a malay teacher said " TURUN.KALAU AWAK TAK TURUN SAYA POTONG  MARKAH KUMPULAH AWAK. " ..wtf.No choice.)

    • Climb pass a wall with the help of guys.
    • Remember the scientific names of the trees and find the actual tree in a certain area and write wht its characteristics stated on the plate in 10mins.
    • Climb up a slippery hill with ropes in the forest and reach ....the extreme checkpoint.
    • Crawl & Roll on mud.

    - The instructor there was friggin bad temper.Kept scolding.

    First he ask us to take the mud and wipe our face.Then lie down in a straight line and CRAWL! Butt cannot lift up and our body must be all covered with mud.If not he'll ask us to crawl again.Then ROLL down hill.

    Then when i stand up after crawiling and the rolling,my shirt is all wet with mud because its like.. ( dry hard mud > soft mud > watery mud > land)

    and ended up i've got a small torn inside one of my finger tip,bruises and scars.Argh. :(

    *P/s : I laughed my ass off after finding out that one of my team mates farted during the mud crawling activity. LOL. The whole group laughed after someone heard a fart sound and the instructor's face expression didnt even change.Not to mention he ask the guy that farted to crawl & roll in the mud again and ask him to say ' saya tak kan kentut lagi ' while crawling. HAHAHAH.

    Possiblity - The guy is working off his morning breakfast which is nasi lemak OR kena the mud water got bubbles.

    ROFL.

    • Next,was at the WOW spot figuring out a small square shaped puzzle using triangles or other shapes to fit in the wooden box.

    - We lost on that one.Punishment was to eat a slice of bitter gourd.All of us with our muddy hands plucked a part of it and ate it.I didnt manage to swallow it.Oh and sang negaraku song.

    • Remember the snakes and birds species name.
    • Try to shoot a dart using a long stick where the orang utan once used during the olden days in the forest.Except we use dart instead of a toxic stick.
    • Went to somewhere near our camp area and was asked to figure out and build a nature bird trap refering to an example.
    • After that we went back to our campfire area and the quest was to boil hot water in a bamboo shoot trunk and make Teh O and finish it.

    - Our leader used a wood stick to stir it  :X

    Next we can't shower still.Wait for all the groups to gather for some dicussion and group picture.That time..was flies heaven.Surrounding you.Eww.

    Anyway,we went back for a shower.Terrible mud colour is so hard to wash it off and pieces of black stuffs were sticked to it.Stinks.

    At night we had something like a " show-off-your-talent "  event where our groups have to present something.We did drama and i played the role of a drug dealer :D

    After all those acting and giggles, i fell asleep inside the hall, sitting on the floor.Lols.So tired.

    That night we slept like pigs.HAHAHA.

    -The last day-

    &

    My team :D

    We won the most spoting team award! Hahaha.

    After all the prize giving and ending ceremony.We're going back home! ♥

    (Winnie asked me to keep this bcause she said it's the only pic she's WHITE inside.LOL.)

    On the way back we got stopped by a policeman.

    Peiqi say this angle and pose looks like he's digging nose. HAHAHA.

    Then,we're back at school !

    Peiqi laughed at my pose on this one  -__-

    Winnie ♥

    Me ♥

    Peiqi ♥

    I've never been to camp with my friends,overnight & been into situations like that,normally.This camp is by far the most interesting one i've ever been into.Helped me earned alot of experience and had fun with my friends.

    For example,it made us face our fears and learned about teamwork.If we didn't work together,we wouldn't have made it out of the forest in time :)

    Loves. ♥